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Smiles and Life
These sad thoughts flood my head,
They drown out this smile I wear.
I think to myself;
"I know someday it will all be clear"-
Why this love had to die,
Why it hurt so bad to see you go,
Why these wounds feel,
Feel like they'll never heal.
This study of Black Holes-
Is proving pointless.
This same study of your heart-
Is getting me down,
And is getting me to the all too familier "no where"-
This same "no where" that leave us empty.
Empty handed children striving to be what we are-
Empty inside - adults who see nothing but materialism
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Empty Cup
"Well you say it's bad luck,
To have fallen for me"     @$
We've given up everything;
Fighting for what we wanted,
All our desires,
Our hopes and dreams-
Given up, and for what?
Letting life carry us on its wings,
Letting the winds take us-
Take us to where we'll be.
["I don't care too much about anything any more…
For every girl that ever broke my heart, for every fucked up friend that played that part,
I have lost my faith in finding humanity,
Compassion isn't love…"]     *
What we want,
All our desires,
Our hopes and dreams
Our friends,
["All this I'm giving up"]     ^
"Some day we'll be complete like modern saints"     +
"Free from torment and sin"     ^
What we wanted,
All Our desires,
Our hopes and dreams
Our friends,
Our youth,
["All this I'm giving up"]     ^
Now all this I think,
Sitting in the parking lot where you left us-
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I wonder what it's like to not feel worthless,
You ask yourself,
Brushing away the tears,
Sitting alone in your room,
Watching your life play out in the shadows on the walls,
You close your eyes hoping for some light to erase it all,
The memories of a past you wished you didn't have,
Running out into the moonlit night to scream into the stars,
I wonder what it's like to not feel worthless...
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Eternal Flames.
i cant beleive
that you cant see
just what your love
has done to me
and if i cry
to sleep tonight
pray in my dreams
you'll hold me tight
but now i know
what could have been
i know ill never
be the same
and in your eyes
all i can see
the beauty of
eternal flames
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Mature content
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You're Nothing
You think youre the one,
the one to save my soul.
you say you know me,
every detail about me,
You don't know shit about me,
All my pain,hurt and my suffering.
You think you know,
you think you understand.
You'll never understand my pain,
the hole inside me,
can never be filled by you're words.
You think you'll understand,
years of neglect and pain,
in a fraction of that time
You don't know the first thing about me.
You're nothing,nothing to me
Just leave me be.
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Just a Walk of Life
I should know better,
But since I am a woman of emotion,
I am governed by my heart.
Knowing that I will get hurt,
Does not stop me from trying to obtain love.
In the end, I will be alone.
I can deal...
Can you?
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Aaron James Joy
United States
Current Residence: Carson, Ca
Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Country, & Grunge
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod (what I have)
Favourite cartoon character: Asajj Ventress
Personal Quote: It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a though without accepting it- Aristotle
  • Listening to: Incubus
  • Reading: Star Wars: The Old Republic - Fatal Alliance
  • Watching: Monty Python and the Holy Grail
  • Playing: Harmonica and Fable 3
  • Eating: Home-made Wheat bread
  • Drinking: water
So, I'm living back in Northern California, have been for a while.

Once I find a new job or the wet season is over and I'm back to my old job painting roads, I'll post some new poetry I wrote a couple months back. Don't have much time, I've been job hunting and hanging out with my girlfriend, we've been together for 10 months as of yesterday.

LA was great while it lasted, I still have amnesia and I'm not getting anywhere on my book since I'm too busy finding work in this economy.

Sorry, that's all I have for you right now, if you have question or anything, you know where to find me, leave comments or send me a message.

Peace out,


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Pinknickers Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2008
Hello! We were friends on here a very long time ago, I was smudgedlipstick. Hope you're well :) x
lullacrie Featured By Owner May 6, 2008
thank you soooo much for your support :excited:
koruptor Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2008   Photographer
Thank you for the fav!
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