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Literature
Smiles and Life
These sad thoughts flood my head,
They drown out this smile I wear.
I think to myself;
"I know someday it will all be clear"-
Why this love had to die,
Why it hurt so bad to see you go,
Why these wounds feel,
Feel like they'll never heal.
This study of Black Holes-
Is proving pointless.
This same study of your heart-
Is getting me down,
And is getting me to the all too familier "no where"-
This same "no where" that leave us empty.
Empty handed children striving to be what we are-
Empty inside - adults who see nothing but materialism
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Literature
Empty Cup
"Well you say it's bad luck,
To have fallen for me"     @$
We've given up everything;
Fighting for what we wanted,
All our desires,
Our hopes and dreams-
Given up, and for what?
Letting life carry us on its wings,
Letting the winds take us-
Take us to where we'll be.
["I don't care too much about anything any more…
For every girl that ever broke my heart, for every fucked up friend that played that part,
I have lost my faith in finding humanity,
Compassion isn't love…"]     *
What we want,
All our desires,
Our hopes and dreams
Our friends,
["All this I'm giving up"]     ^
"Some day we'll be complete like modern saints"     +
"Free from torment and sin"     ^
What we wanted,
All Our desires,
Our hopes and dreams
Our friends,
Our youth,
["All this I'm giving up"]     ^
Now all this I think,
Sitting in the parking lot where you left us-
Only
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selfsacrificedsinner
Aaron James Joy
United States
Current Residence: Carson, Ca
Favourite genre of music: Alternative, Country, & Grunge
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: iPod (what I have)
Favourite cartoon character: Asajj Ventress
Personal Quote: It is the mark of an educated mind to be able to entertain a though without accepting it- Aristotle
Interests
  • Listening to: Incubus
  • Reading: Star Wars: The Old Republic - Fatal Alliance
  • Watching: Monty Python and the Holy Grail
  • Playing: Harmonica and Fable 3
  • Eating: Home-made Wheat bread
  • Drinking: water
So, I'm living back in Northern California, have been for a while.

Once I find a new job or the wet season is over and I'm back to my old job painting roads, I'll post some new poetry I wrote a couple months back. Don't have much time, I've been job hunting and hanging out with my girlfriend, we've been together for 10 months as of yesterday.

LA was great while it lasted, I still have amnesia and I'm not getting anywhere on my book since I'm too busy finding work in this economy.

Sorry, that's all I have for you right now, if you have question or anything, you know where to find me, leave comments or send me a message.

Peace out,
Joy

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Pinknickers Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2008
Hello! We were friends on here a very long time ago, I was smudgedlipstick. Hope you're well :) x
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lullacrie Featured By Owner May 6, 2008
thank you soooo much for your support :excited:
~Lullacrie
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koruptor Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2008   Photographer
Thank you for the fav!
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